Finally back on my computer, a week feels like far too long.

Another Valentines day alone, that holiday should be illegal, it makes half the population depressed.

On top of that another kid at Heritage High killed himself last week, thats the fourth I've heard of in the last three years. I didn't know him but my friend is quite upset. Brings back some sore memories I tell you.

I dont know what to think of it, half of me is sad, of course, my friend is very upset, and the guy had to have to have some horrible reason to drive him that far.
Yet at the same time the other half of me is angry, for some of the same reasons, on top of that its so damned selfish, I know I'm not one to talk, but how can someone off themselves and not concider those they are leaveing behind?
On the whole I'm in two minds on this.

I also hear that he was quite well known, and had alot of friends. This also leaves me in two minds. So many people he could have turned to for help, and so many people who could have known something was going on, and so many victems in the outcome.

I want to say "At least *blah*" and tell you something good, but I cant think of anything right now, when I think of it its TOTALLY going up here, because all this bad news sucks.